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Oh man, it has been a while since I updated. I'll have more time after the wedding. Things have been so-so and I'm getting ready for my 9.5 hour journey home for the wedding. It's going to majorly suck being without James again for a whole month....I hope it goes by fast. As for my crazy poem, I can only say that I felt inspired to write it after a huge bout of anger. It's been 4 years or longer since I've written anything and trust me, that is a good thing. I usually only write when I'm sad or angry and I haven't had much to be angry or sad about in quite a while. I'm so ready...bring it on long drive home. Bring it on....wedding with all your drama. I guess I can't complain too much. Only a couple of people have caused me stress during this wedding. Most have been extremely helpful. I'm so grateful to have such wonderful friends in my life. The only thing I'm unsure about is the breaking of the plates. I'm wondering if I should do it after all? No one in my family has done this at their wedding even though it is a Czech tradition. Is it silly that I feel horrible breaking a perfectly good plate? I'm so Czech it's crazy. I waste absolutely nothing and I'm glad I at least learned that from dědeček and babička. Maybe I could find one with a crack in it and I won't feel as bad.....


ps. My newest obsession is True Blood. Awesome show. How come I never knew it existed until now? Oh and Alexander Skarsgard, don't even get me started. The man speaks three languages and very well. I could listen to him speak Swedish all day. ;)