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Disregard yesterday's post. I was a tad bit upset, obviously. It felt good to write. I haven't been able to write like that in 4 years. Back to the point, I started a coupon blog that I'm really proud of. It's just starting out but if you could share with friends and like it on facebook, I'd be so appreciative.

LittleCouponLady

139:A Lion's Heart

I once wrote your name on my heart but I guess you'd much rather rip it out to see if it still beats. You can add it to your vast collection. If it doesn't did it even exist or was it all just a cruel mirage of shadow puppetry? Every action a check mark in your game of self-absorption. Who will follow you into the dark? Only the mindless, brainless soul of the lost who can't see beyond your blinding fire of hell. Get trapped, why not? Everyone else is doing it. Join in everybody in our cesspool of loneliness. You'll be happy here. Everyone has fun in the lion's den until they get eaten. Who will rescue your bones when you have become expendable and the buzzards have all flown away? Sympathy will not be found.

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I woke up with a massive headache today. I've also been having the weirdest dreams about people I rarely talk to. It's pretty odd. I really wonder how much truth there is to that saying about dreaming. Supposedly if you dream about someone you have seen or know it's because they are thinking about you? Dreams are crazy so who knows.

I've been slacking since I got back from Floresville. I haven't posted any new recipes but I'm sure I'll get back on track after this wedding is over. It's pretty much kept me busy this whole year and I can't wait for it to be over disaster or not. (Please don't be a disaster. ) Well, I'm off to run again. Hopefully the soreness I have from yesterday won't feel as bad once I get moving.

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I started training for the full marathon today. I ran more today than I had in a month and I just know that I'm going to be sore tomorrow. Oh I'm also thinking about changing this blog around and going back to default for a while. I want to be able to add more elements to it. I'm not sure how to do it but I'll come up with something.

Oh and I'm back to watching desperate housewives. Thank you, Huluplus.

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Today I went jogging with the furry children. Trigger was pretty winded. She was not a happy camper until she got into the car. Tiny loved every minute of it. I almost died laughing when he decided (he's really houdini) to poop on top of a flower. Don't ask how it stayed there, he's just that talented. lmao. The dog is hilarious. He has these expressions that make you laugh. Especially when you take him on road trips and he sticks one eye through the opening in the cage so he can see you. lmao. Oh man, gotta love him.

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Well I have already used 4 k-cups since I plugged in the machine yesterday. I can't wait to buy a reuseable cup so I can finish the coffee I already have. James and I had a blast at the shower. We really appreciate everything that was done for us. I honestly have never seen James' mom laugh so much. I can't wait for the wedding either. I just want it to happen already. I'm ready to move on and start working again, at least part-time. Not that staying home hasn't had it's perks but I'd really like to buy a home already. We just have to keep on keeping on.

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On the road again. Can't wait until we get home so I can plug in the Keurig. I'm so excited to finally have one. I think I may just fall asleep when I get home. I'm not even driving.